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The Life & Death of William Feigns

by Josh Murphy

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1.
baby had a bad dream made it mine baby had a bad dream watched it shine she's the ghost at my window i'm the man behind the blind baby had a bad dream watched it shine baby had a bad dream made it mine you got nothing on the table when there's nothing on the line baby took a good thing made it bad baby took a good thing made it bad she's the raven at my window i'm the man behind the mask my baby's in a dark room making light my baby's in a dark room making light but that wilderness of mirrors only keep you up at night
2.
you start looking all around eyes on the finish line it's blurry around the edges & on the borderline where the water hits the rocks on a full moon after the sun sets on a San Franciscan night when the bride disappears with one mistake it hits you from behind it comes in slow & steady there ain't nothing in front of you that's going to do you a damn bit of good it hits you from behind like a well trained soldier i hear you say yes but i don't believe you i hear the stars calling out names from their celestial corners i hear stars calling out names but none of them are mine you start rolling up your sleeve rolling out your tongue you cry to the lord you start rolling out your tongue rolling up your sleeves you cry to the lord "Lord help me please, i'm in the city the city of thieves! Am i the only one in this dark forest full of moonlit tree tops full of manta rays & victorian women setting governments on fire.?"
3.
black lace black boots holding up a sly truth moonshot moonshot begging to confront you spill out spill out what is written all over you hands up hands up the killing time's upon us mirror mirror don't see no clearer i love you love you but the train is nearer hold on hold on you're tearing it to pieces "rip shit, rip shit" says the black crow to the priestess calm down calm down you're wearing out your death mask dark sleep dark dream ghost lights from an old task wake up wake up you're killing all you got left "straight lines! straight lines!" says the old man to the reckless
4.
(Time Alone) 03:25
he who points with the finger flames outward stares to hunt for blames curves his back, prolongs the strain for the one blind in mirrors heaven's kingdom inside him waits he builds a home on groundless states denies his nature, distracts the game ceased to be the moment he was waking (time alone) on the table the wealth of thieves the world retracts what it gives for free chaos brags of it's random deeds till death appears to give it all a meaning duality on his back remains small in scope the world does weigh burns a school of boundless fates sleeping prophets outside the gates the dreamer wakes... (time alone)
5.
Celestina 03:17
Celestina, go to Paris, babe find yourself on Picasso's plate Celestina, got a real sick child you know, she lose herself when the wind blows wild but it don't mean a thing it's just a dream within a dream Celestina, up on Bunker Hill loomed a daughter out of ancient spells she found herself in a western land where she turned a cowboy into a man but that don't change a thing it's just a thing within a dream Celestina, on your way back home get your good man to see you off Celestina, all shapes renew when you find yourself inside of you it won't mean a thing it's just a dream within a dream
6.
i wish i was Emily's garden i wish i was Emily's bed I wish i was Emily's garden with the sun comin' down on me bare a soul for a soul to see wake me up with a cup of tea get me stoned tell me about my horoscope & how you've given up on hope you know everything's a joke to you & me ah, Emily...you & me. I wish i was Marge's river i wish i was Marge's dream i wish i was Marge's river silver lights on the god machines bare a ghost for a ghost to be holding back what you'd have for me & running home i keep you close to me though there are miles in between i can hear your sound bouncing off the sea ah, Margerie...you & me I wish i was Rosa's rain storm i wish i was Rosa's rain i wish i was Rosa's rainstorm breathe a breath for a breath to breathe dress me up in your make-believe carnivals & a future scene call it home tell me a lie to make me smile cause it don't matter after a while whether truth is how it sounds or what it seems ah Rosa Lee...you & me.
7.
shake baby shake find a better road to take my child shake baby shake no time to hesitate my child, my child, no time to hesitate no time to hesitate my child. wait baby wait nothing here is ours to take my child stay baby stay find a home along the way my child my child find a home along the way my child find a home along the way my child shake baby shake find a better road to take my child shake baby shake there's no time to hesitate my child no time to hesitate my child.
8.
Marcela 02:43
Marcela, where have you been so long? I've been standing by your side You got another on your mind Marcela, in the morning rain Marcela, on a westbound train she'll be standing by your side you got another on your mind Marcela, where have you been so long? Marcela, you drive a man insane like California in the morning rain Bathsheba for the vine Bossanova on your mind Marcela, where have you been so long? Marcela, riding on a wave Marcela, dreaming of the day she'll be standing on the ocean a Caribbean commotion, Marcela.
9.
she got Medusa smiles a graveyard mist a truckload of scorpions on the midnight shift she hollowed out the chain gang asked the hangman for a rope she won't ever tell you nothing that's all she's ever known keep the rain coming mama i got shelter from the storm tried to tell the ocean what the heartland has in store got my cameras at a funeral they got their eye on you it don't matter what you got, baby i got it too keep the light on baby keep it on all night turn your mind to the turntable fill the room with light don't you see me out there baby looking for a home? it ain't that i need it mama but i feel so all alone.
10.
western winds & the ghosts of many push us through the desert night you rode up slow with your white horses laid me down where the river winds let's pretend we are dreamers with no choice but to dream say goodbye like we are drifters so goodbye don't mean a thing i see your secret lined in golden shining through your weary eyes your country skin tending a garden for a broken soul & the smoke of those gone by let's pretend we are strangers so the truth don't have to hide i left my home in California to have them wildflowers by my side
11.
...imagine ancient elephants parading a geometric haze and uninsured advertisements... more than you ever knew...hell is vacant, the devils are here and when the time of the great forgetting draws near... hell is vacant, the devils are here. hell is vacant. the devils are here....
12.
i wish i was Emily's garden i wish i was Emily's bed I wish i was Emily's garden with the sun comin' down on me bare a soul for a soul to see wake me up with a cup of tea get me stoned tell me about my horoscope & how you've given up on hope you know everything's a joke to you & me ah, Emily...you & me. I wish i was Marge's river i wish i was Marge's dream i wish i was Marge's river silver lights on the god machines bare a ghost for a ghost to be holding back what you'd have for me & running home i keep you close to me though there are miles in between i can hear your sound bouncing off the sea ah, Margerie...you & me I wish i was Rosa's rain storm i wish i was Rosa's rain i wish i was Rosa's rainstorm breathe a breath for a breath to breathe dress me up in your make-believe carnivals & a future scene call it home tell me a lie to make me smile cause it don't matter after a while whether truth is how it sounds or what it seems ah Rosa Lee...you & me.

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Recorded at Ski House Studio in Carbondale, IL, Ski House Annex in West Frankfort, IL, Harrison Street Records in San Francisco, CA, The Firehouse Art Collective's Theatre & the Rock and Roll shop in Berkeley, CA, & The Gray's Home in Walnut Creek, CA & The Observatory in Chicago, IL. Mastered at The Observatory in Chicago, IL by David Allen and Erik Rasmussen.

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released February 24, 2014

Musicians & Friends : Marcus Lappin, David Allen, Kevin Ohlau, David Brown, Brendan Getz, Maren Celest, Bridgette Ryan, Marcela Angel, Erin Cooksey, Dan Hodkinson, Erik Rasmussen, Kasey Rogers, Chris Goode, Alvin Stockdale, & Amanda Togliatti.

Recorded & Mixed by Michael Gray (west coast), David Allen & Erik Rasmussen (midwest) respectively.

Photographs by Maren Celest & Josh Murphy

Special Thanks to : David Allen, Carey Neal, Michael Gray, Brendan Getz, Maren Celest, Tom Franco, Will Crum, Heather, Annie, Isaac, Christina, Marcus Lappin, David Brown, Chris Goode, Chris Wittman, Kevin Ohlau, Laura Partain, my Family, and & everyone i met traveling around like the hobo i was destined to be.

This album is dedicated to Patti Smith and Lou Reed respectively.

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Josh Murphy makes music, poetry, films, paintings. photographs, archives sounds & interviews. He currently lives in Austin, Texas.

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